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Suicide Fantasies

by Nylon Nerves

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1.
Dreams of swinging rope, Dying blink of hope Cold everywhere The walls don't echo a sound It's silent all around No-one there Bloodstains on the floor, Wristcutter's mental brawl Why am I seeing this? I feel like I'm drowning In suicide fantasies Hopeless and lost, Over the edge, I'm being tossed Flying through the air Alcohol and overdose, Sharp thorns of a rose Red turns to blue Suffocating pain On an astral plane I know this is a dream
2.
Soul Burns 01:54
Switching off the happy mode Like a machine, I can pretend Behind the mask the atrocities Seem to have no end Soul burns Hit too hard and cut too deep Soul burns All throughout my life Oh, darling don't misunderstand When the ground crumbles where can I stand? You are my one and all Will you help me to survive the fall?
3.
Another wasted morning, Time moves so fast, I'm thinking your ghost from the past Promises were broken, Smiles turn to hate, There's something for me to contemplate We can make this all work, Build a palace out of the dirt If there was a day I felt fine Then why do these feeling occupy my mind If there was a day I felt fine Then I guess I must have lied Another wasted feeling, When I think of you, Look what you made me do Now I hate myself, And also I hate you Why am I crying out of the blue?
4.
The feelings shift feeling down to feeling good, And I know it ain't the way it should be But my brain tells me otherwise and who am I to judge, That would be cruel I'm repairing myself again, trying to be a whole And it happens piece by piece Now I let the sunlight in and bathe in the joy Bipolar mood shift duel You're gone and you left me Sailing away Darkness light darkness Stronger day by day
5.
Another morning without you by my side What a way to start a day Sometimes when you're right next to me, You still feel away I never found love by chasing love, I think that Love found me A hole in my heart was filled with joy and Yours too I believe Stranded and lonely, When love feels away I wish you'd be here with me When love feels away Another day without you in my life, Your ghost won't go away I still think of you when I wake up, And throughout the day Two wounded hearts are hardly a pair When they bleed I hope someday I could heal my pain and Find relief

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First Nylon Nerves EP release.
Cassette and CD will be out on Konkurssipesä Records.

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released July 2, 2020

Recorded at Villen Kulman treenis.
Keys, guitar, vox, pen & production - Sanni Mäntyranta

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Nylon Nerves Jyväskylä, Finland

Post-Punk/Synthpop from Jyväskylä, Finland.

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Nylonnervesband@gmail.com

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